Dance keeps me sane

Haven't danced for a week.
I'm going a little crazy.
I'm terrible with words,
there is so much on my mind that I want to say
But I can't.
I don't know how to put it into words.
So I'll dance
and tell you my story.
The music moves me.
I am really me when I dance.
Dance keeps me sane.

Yeah..

So... don't get bored too fast. Fast forward to 1:27- I'm pretty sure this is my brother...Yeah... it is. Life would be a lot less colorful with you in it, Jacob.

*Side note- Jake came home from this hike and told me that he ripped his shirt off his body. However, his story went a little bit different than the video. It went like this: "Ally- When I got to the top of the mountain, I pounded on my chest and yelled (Like Tarzan) then [using my buff arms] I tore my shirt right off."

-Maybe I missed it, but I didn't see any pounding of the chest. I just see some scrawny little boy who got a sugar rush and tore his 3$ Walmart tank top. Still- It's pretty stinking funny. Also please note the look astonishment after he ripped his shirt... Just saying(:

Don't worry, I'm not too lonely. I'm surrounded by some of my best friends. Mike...and Ike..Justin Bieber-And maybe later: Orville Redenbacher. Let's not forget Ben and Jerry. It's good to know that some things will always be there for you. Like these pink Christmas lights I just hung up in my room. I can't imagine anything better than having something like that to look forward to. ( Even though I didn't read the box so now the lights only stretch across half of my room). I also got this really funny looking chap stick today...It smells awesome- So Yeah. I'm doing great! Can't wait to dance on Tuesday so I can stop being such a brat- I'm pretty sure I am more pleasant to be around after I dance... Writing doesn't quite satisfy my venting needs. Any way- It's time for some Psych and I'm off to bed. <3

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control.

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control.

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control

Don't attach your feelings to things you can't control

...

Yeah, Saying it 7 times doesn't make it easier.

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oily marks appear on walls

where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,

the sweeping insensitivity of this still life-

Here's a plan- 
Lets see how many pictures you can take of yourself... 
And then Photoshop ALL of them,
so they don't even look like you any more.
Great.

Sometimes, it's okay to cry.

Cry,
For no reason,
When you watch Pocahontas,
For other people's mistakes,
Because you have been strong for such a long time,
Because you can't make cookies without burning them,
For your best friend ,
If you're happy,
When you are lost,
Because you are frustrated,
Because you want to start over,
When you realize what you are capable of,
If you don't know what else to do,
When you forgive others.

“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”

 I'm just having one of those days where I do everything wrong. I can really tell that Satan has been on me today. He always works the hardest when I try do what's right and be a better person. You know you're doing something right if Satan won't leave you alone. I really am trying to be strong, be an example, be more patient, more loving. It's putting a lot of pressure on me. I know that Satan is real and that he knows my weaknesses. He always comes into my mind telling me that I am not good enough, not pretty enough, not talented enough, and not at all special.

 "We spend so much time and energy comparing ourselves to others-Usually comparing our weaknesses to their strengths." Brother Uchtdorf 

I have to remind myself that the Atonement covers all temptations and negative thoughts that Satan provides me with. Then I have to recognize how beautiful my life really is. Counting my blessings one by one. Tomorrow will be a better day. But today, it's okay to cry.

11/11/11

Today I learned a few things:

1- No matter how cold it gets, girls will still walk around with out pants. Tip- Go get some longer shorts. Thanks

2-Caramel is the best flavor

3-I'm 12 so my curfew is 10:30- Umm I guess I asked for that one:/

4-People should probably replace their lights every once and a while

And finally-

5-Don't eat more than 6 waffles a day. yuck

Top Ten..

In no particular order...

1. Justin Bieber - Such a cutie

2. Christmas- Counting down the days until they decorate the mall

3.Breaking Dawn midnight premiere- Enough said

4.Anything and Everything peppermint- Smoothies, lotion, lip gloss, etc. 

5.Snuggies/Forever Lazy- Hmmm.. Snuggie for two? Yes please

6.Kisstixx- Have yet to try them...But one day I will!

7.Scarves- My closet will explode if I buy one more scarf

8.Recipes- For my 16 birthday, my dad bought me a crock-pot... Can't wait to use it

9.Almond Roca hot chocolate with caramel and whipped cream from Beanies-Heaven on Earth

10. Online shopping- Victoria's Secret sweats (Probably the most adorable and comfortable sweats you'll wear in your life)

Having 2nd thoughts about choreographing my senior piece. I've been thinking about doing it to this song:)

Moving on..

I am going to miss how you always kept me warm when I was cold. 

I'll miss the long winter days we spent together.

 I'll miss the comfort and protection that you offered me.

 I'll miss your uniqueness and style.

 I'll miss the memories you have made for me... 

But what I'll miss the most is your secret pocket that allowed me to sneak food into the movie theater. 

I'll never forget about you, old coat. 

But lets be honest, after 4 years..it's definitely time to find a new, younger, more fashionable coat. 

So do yourself a favor and move on. 

Forget about me... 

because this new coat is way better than you ever were. 

Really frustrated..

So once upon a time I made a blog. I was like "Hey, I should make a blog so I can have a cute little online journal and express myself. It will be such a stress reliever being able to write about my day and a ton of other stuff." Umm I was pretty much wrong. I hardly know how to use my cell phone...let alone operate a blog. I don't know how to do anything on here! ...One day Bailey was like " Hey I looked at your blog... You know you have like 6 different blogs? Yeah they all have the same name just with different designs." Awesome! I suck at blogging. So I came up with a solution. I'm having a blogging party...:) I'm going to make Bailey Rusick come over to my house and teach me everything about blogs. So any way, I'll get the hang of it soon:) Check back in in a few weeks and it will be perfect!

The kids(:

We took family pictures on Sunday... And no one wanted to be there. So they aren't great, and we aren't very happy, but hey, this is my family (: Ps... I couldn't post a picture where Jesse is smiling, because he didn't smile one single time. It's cool.